Waiting for wednesday

Thursday, Friday..
Saturday, Sunday..
Monday, Tuesday..
Wednesday is the day..
Happy happy day.. :)

Waited so long for this day to come..
And as it gets closer to the day..
The time seems to move slower..
Even though now it's already Monday..
But still..
I feel time is very slow..
I'm very excited to meet darling again..
Faster faster faster..
:)





I miss darling..
So much..

11th month anniversary

HAPPY 11th MONTH ANNIVERSARY, DARLING!!!


Time flies so quickly..
11 months already.. :)
And darling is coming back in 7 days time..
7 more days only..
Yippee!!!
I love you, darling..
Forever and always..
Muahx..

Halfway Done..

I'm Back.. :)
Today is the day where my journey through STPM is half over..

Sunday..
I went to Ky's group study with Shuying, Marcus and ShienWei..
We went to old town for tea too.. :)

Let's start from Monday..

PA
The worst paper of the week..
I think i might fail that paper..
Everything gone hay-wired..
I mixed up the format..
And it made so super sad that day..

Thank to darling..
I felt much better already..

Tuesday was Chemistry..
My last minute strategy was to leave out organic chem for i cannot remember a thing about it..
So i din choose organic question for my essay..
And for the one structure organic question, i just tried my best..
After Chem was over, i felt so much relieved already..

Today was Mathematic..
OMG!!
I woke up late today..
My paper was at 8am..
I woke up at 7.20am..
Quickly msged leong to tell her to wait for me if she reached my house already..
7.32am i am in her car to school..
Heart still beating very fast...
still in the sleeping mood..
The first hour of exam..
I yawned yawned and yawned..
Can barely concentrate..
Second hour, my tummy start to ache..
I need to go to the toilet..
BUT no.. NO TIME!!
so i stayed on and continue my maths..
Finally finish!!!
And we went to ECM for lunch..
Jimuix + Fatin
We ate at Grand Canyon..
And only at that time i realised that i lost my money..
Super sad..
But wat can i do..
Until now still cannot find..
Karyan sent me, shuying, fatin and chien home..
This was the first time i enter GALING KEM..
Nice.. The place is so big..
And Fatin's house is a semi d..
Nice nice nice.. :)
We went in to have a look and took some pictures inside.. :)

Chien and the PSP.. She is addicted to it..

21 November 2009

Very randomly last night..
I went yc with Bernice, Wei and Shen..
Old town..
We sat there and just chat and be lame for about 1.5 hour..
Hahaha..
Reached home 12 plus AM..
Mum was waiting for us in the living room..
With her cannot open eyes.. -.-
Daddy went to bed ady..
Too tired i guess.
Well..
I couldn't sleep..
Due to my pepsi float i think..
Darling say got caffeine wor..
So i stayed awake until i forced myself to sleep at 4am..
Jeslyn called and we chatted for about 1.5 hours also..

This morning i woke up around 11am..
Felt so tired and sleepy..
And the weather...
Rain rain and rain..
Almost like non stop..
My house is so messy now..
Cos the clothes cannot hang outside..
The clothes are hung everywhere upstairs..
the cold weather made me feel like sleeping only..
24 hours at home with my jacket on..
This afternoon, i slept a lot..
Cos feeling not very comfortable..
Especially the tummy..
I guess is due to my eating period all messed up..
Eat only when i feel like eating..
And now.. here i am..
Cannot sleep again..
1am already lur..
My eyes are still fresh..
Not even a little tired..

I'm on facebook now..
Chatting with Lee Shien Wei..
Hahahha...
Thanks, kor..
For accompanying me at this time of the night.. :)

好想你

宝贝, 我好想你.

很想看到你.

STPM day 1

Yesterday was my first day of STPM..
Biology Paper 2..
With the weather so cold due to the rain which seemed to get heavier every second..
I find it hard to concentrate..
Anyway..
Even if i do pay 100% full concentration..
I wouldn't get to do well..
Because wat i studied and focus did not come out..
I guessed my luck is out when i needed them most..
Well.. eventhough luck is not on my side..
I put my very best effort trying to remember the facts..
I hope it can help me to just pass this paper..
No higher expectation than that..
I know other people did quite well..
Cos..
it's like so obvious from their expressions..
But i am not going to compare myself with them..
For i am me..
No matter how badly i did in this exam..
It is still me..
And all the consequences of it, i'll have to face it alone..
I was very anxious and worried plus scared before the exam..
I dunno how many times i cried due to over stress..
But then as i enter the classroom..
The fear just went off..
i guess i am prepared for whatever that will happen..
Once i am back home, i got stuck to the comp..
Din feel like studying tonight..
So here i am..
Unable to sleep..
Yet not willing to study..
I'm only waiting for the 3 more papers to pass..
And i'll be much more relaxed..

Darling has been tolerating me a lot recently..
Especially when i was so stressed up that i cried for no reasons..
He was there to accompany me through everything..
And today..
he seemed much more worried than i am for my this exam.. :)
That's just very sweet of him..
As what darling had said..
As long as i tried my best..
It's okie already..
The result, we worry later.. :)
Thank you, darling..
I can't wait to see you..
13 more days to go..
When i was feeling so depressed, you always tried our best to make me smile..
Though you couldn't be by my side, you ensured that you were only one phone call away..
And that i just need to press the number 1 on my phone to get to you..
Thank you, darling..

I saw something that made me very touched..
It made me very sad..

STPM

Tomorrow is the day..

STPM is tomorrow..
Feeling stressed..
But somehow i'm glad it's here..
Then it'll be over soon enough..
This few days..
I really wasn't in the mood to entertain anyone except him.
But now..
I'm depressed..
Getting more depressed by every minute..

Cai Hong

Na li you cai hong gao su wo
Neng bu neng ba wo de yuan wang huan gei wo
Wei shen me tian zhe me an jing
Suo you de yun dou pao dao wo zhe li


You mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo
Shi huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao
Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao
Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao


Kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zen me shui de zhao
Ni de shen ying zhe me jing wo que bao bu dao
Mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao
Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou


Ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan
Ni shuo yi lai shi wo men de zu ai
Jiu suan fang kai dan neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai
Dang zuo wo zui hou cai ming bai

S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D U.P !!!!!

Last day of school

Since now is already 1am in the morning,
I guessed yesterday was my last day in school until my exam starts..
Spent my whole day in school taking pictures with my friends..
We had our Majlis Restu Ilmu in the morning..
Where we sang 'You Raised Me Up'..
Then we headed back to class..
Arranged the tables and chairs for our exam..
Briefing by Mr Ng..
Then we headed to the computer lab for PA seminar..
Went home after that..

Big big ulcer in the mouth..
Made me lose my appetite..

A little bit unhappy..
Because...
I dunno....
Maybe i think too much..
But then..
It's still bothering me..
*sigh*

The second last day of school

Today i will consider it as the second last day of school..
The last day for me will be this Thursday..
Go school because got
PA seminar
arrange chairs and tables
Majlis Restu Ilmu
So that will be my last day in school..
Today
Wasted my time in school..
But had lots of fun with Grace, chien and Leong..
Today's main event is..
A day in Chien's Ring Making Workshop..

Then we went to watch video in Maths Room..

After that we went to the toilet..
This is the condition of the toilet..
Haix.. like their dressing room oni..

Nothing much ady lur..

Sunday

Had breakfast early this morning..
And went to aunty's house..
They were all Karaoke-ing in the living room..
And i realized that i was too shy to even sing in front of my family..
>.<
This is a video of my 9 year old cousin singing without even looking at the lyrics..
Plus she was wrapping her book..
Wat a pro!!

Spent the day at home..
Either on the phone or playing computer..
There goes another day..
32 more days to go till i finish my schooling life..
Can't wait for it to come..

In the mean time..
Next week is my exam already..
Wish me luck..

Tired of waiting

2Pm
Tired of waiting..
Piano Cover..
Woots!!!! ♪♪ ♥

Eat eat and eat

Saturday
Hmmm.. how did i spend my saturday?
let me think..
Oh yea...
Woke up late..
Dunno why..
Too tired already i think..
Then fetch my bro back from tuition..
Let him test drive..
Fetch mummy..
Buy food..
Eat eat eat..
I was eating non stop the whole day..
All i do is eat eat and eat..
Eat until i tot i am going to be fatty already..
And oh yea..
I've got a new printer!!!
Bought it just yesterday..
And it matches with my computer cos it's BLACK!!
hehe..
At night, i went to Vivian's house for dinner..
I think now i can drive to Leong's house already..
I think lar.. :p
Took some pictures with my cousins there..
Actually only the two beside me and the one on me is my cousin..
The rest is their friends..

School days

The day when only 5 went to school..

• Jie Yin
• Hooi Leng
• Yee Lin
• Jeyanthi
• Chin Tong

I thought i was the only one in school..
But the other four turned up slowly..
So spend the day in class..
None of us went for Biology.. :p
Thanks to Karyan and kor for accompanying me the whole day..
Then Karyan sent me home..

Friday..
Raining, raining and raining..
Cold cold cold..
The weather was so cold..
Even with the fan offed..
i still felt like i was in an air cond room..
Monsoon is here..
Thanks to kor..
For lending me his jacket..
His super big jacket that can fit me and chien..:)

Then we went for lunch after school..
Tomyam soup with dried black noodles..
hahaha.. dunno how to say in english lar..
8 of us..

My food..

Chien was asking since when i started to like hot teh o..
Well...
since i promised my darling not to drink cold drinks until the next time he come back.. :)
See, my darling..
I kept my promise..
I love you, darling..
Muahx.. ♥

Tuesday

Since everyone is ffk-ing on Tuesday morning's breakfast..
So darling came and brought me out for breakfast..
Last breakfast before he go back Kampar on the 9.30am bus..
We ate at Lembing Restaurant..

Darling's food..

My food..

After that, darling send me home..
already not in a good mood cos darling going back ady..
Suddenly darling called..
and told me that he got one bad news and one good news for me..
That is..
His bus don't wanna go.. because only two passenger..
So he had to sit the night bus.
:) cannot stop smiling already..
I can spend more time with him now..
Yippee!!
So darling went home and sleep first..
Tired already mar..
Around 3 plus..
He came over my house..
Then we went out for tea..

Mine..

Darling's..

We went back to my house and watch tv together..
CHOWDER!!
hahaha.. though super lame..
But darling still watched it with me.. ♥

later that night..
Darling came to fetch me..
We went to the bus station..
Darling waited till the last minute only he went up the bus.
I didn't get to see him go because darling's brother walking off already..
Darling's brother sent me home..
This is the second time i sit his car..
Totally different from darling's way of driving but..
I pass him.. :)
Slow and steady..
Safe..

Missing him as usual.. ♥

Monday

Back to school day..
There is no point going to school already..
Because.. It's all self study only..
Chocolates given by Hui Ru.. :)
Beautiful..
Each one represents jimuix..
Each of us..

Half way through chemistry..
Grace suddenly went into this position..
'Fainted' kononnyer..
So cute..


I guess we're all just tired of studying..
Can't wait for 10 December..
The day were i'll be free..
37 more days till freedom..
Please let me be strong to go through this 37 days..

Darling going back tomorrow le..
'bu she de'
Haix...
But time will pass very fast i think..
Cos i have my exams..
So.. I wil meet darling again soon.. :)
♥ ♥ darling..

Sunday

PSK-Kare..
This year, the amount of dogs increased..
More poodle and even some new species that wasn't here last year..
Chow Chow..
Then there is some that i dunno the name..
I finally get to hold a Pomeranian..
And it scratch me..
Bad first impression..*darling say*
hehe..
and so i dun wan a Pomeranian as a pet anymore..
I wan a poodle..

:) Or a schnauzer..
Darling like schnauzer..
This is schnauzer but my dog will never be so colourful..
So not nice lor...
Hehe..
Chow chow reminds me of a lion + a bear..
CUTE!!
There is this dog that can stand and walk with its two leg..

I think Miss Irene likes this dog very much..
cos she brought us to see this dog when she found it.. :)

later that afternoon,
darling fetch me out for lunch..
ECM..
We actually wanted to go Food and Tea..
But lots of ppl..
Not enough time..
cos need to go home by 3.30pm.
So we went back to Noodle Station again..

My food..
Ice Lemon Tea + Tomyam Springy Noodle

Darling's food..
Cappuccino + Chicken Leg with Mushroom Springy Noodles..

After that, we went to buy Big Apple Donuts for darling's family..
Went back to darling's home after that..
Spend the evening there..
I realized that darling's daddy mummy and little brother is very cute..
They were hilarious..
In different ways lar.. :)

I ♥ my darling.. :)