Sick

Sick already..

Skipped one whole day of class..

Slept most of the time too.

I dare not sleep already..

I scared tonight cannot sleep.

Baby took care of me this two days.

Bought food for me, forced me to take my medicine..

*the antibiotic smells like rotten egg*

Disgusting! 

Though baby had lots of things to worried about, he still took good care of me :)

Felt so grateful to have him around..

Especially when I fall sick during his busiest moment, he still took care of me without fail.

Baby is going for his interview for Internship tomorrow.

Good luck baby.

Don't so stress, everything can be done.

I will always be here supporting you.

Just as how you were here when i needed you the most..

Felt like going with baby to his interview.

He have to drive alone all the way to KL..

So worried. :(

But i have class.

I cannot skip the Friday classes already..

I skipped once when i went KL..

Need to save the absent quota for emergencies..

Baby, Good Luck yea..

I love you.

Muahx.

Waltz With Love

Joined Waltz with Love.

An event organized by Utarians.

Their mission is to break the Malaysia's book of record with 700 pairs of participants dancing waltz.

Had been to their practice for two days.

And had learned the whole song already.

Simple waltz only of course.

But i need more practice because they spin a lot.

And i got so dizzy spinning round and round.

Had so much fun dancing with my dear partner, baby stoney tan :p

He seemed to enjoy himself a lot too.

So semangat wanna go practice. :)

My dream finally came true.

I had been wishing a lot.

Or i can say dreaming, thinking about this a lot.

Since young, i had always love waltz.

I wished that when i am 21, i will get to dance this with my boyfriend..

Hehehe.. I got it..

Didn't expect him to agree to join this with me.

Because he told me, he do not like Waltz.
But seemed like he enjoyed it. 

Going to be very busy tomorrow onwards..

Week 5 and most of my assignments haven't start..

(>.<)

Stressed till i woke up suddenly while having my nap.

Aiks..

Deep Inside My Mind

Thinking about it.

Wonder why.

Wonder how.

Just kept thinking about it.

When will this problem ever leave me alone?

 

 

Stomach Pain

Cannot sleep.  :(

Kept going to the toilet.

And the weather is so hot.

Every time i try to lie down, my tummy hurts.

So i choose not to lie.

Guessed i will not be going to uni again later.

Tired. :(

But my tummy still hurts..

Is it the tea?

I am not sure of it anymore.

A Trip to KL On My Own

Did a very brave decision last Friday.

A trip to KL on my own. :)

Baby bought me ETS ticket.

ETS stands for Electric Train Station.

Jy told him that ETS is safer than KTM.

But of course, slightly more expensive.

Baby sent me off at the train station..
I dun like to be sent off or to send someone off.

Especially baby..

Always makes me wanna cry when one of us have to leave. :(

Boarded the train safely..

It's beautiful inside.

If you have went by KTM before, you will understand why i say ETS is so beautiful.

*KTM sucks*

In ETS, there are train-hostess..

People who served you in the train.

They wore the same uniform.

Just like those in the airplane. :)

One more thing is, they are foods that are served right to your seat if you request them too..

The flat screen television in front is also on with Harry Potter (Goblet of Fire).

Not like KTM.

They only show you advertisements and some cheap Malaysian production movies. -.-

ETS is also faster than KTM.

Arrived at KL sentral around 4 plus.

Jeslyn had been waiting for me :)

But both of us went to different exits..

Took me 20 minutes to find her.

Met Mr Aiman too.. :)

Friendly person.

Super hilarious..

Jeslyn brought me to her favourite hang out place.

The Curve.

And we just sat and chat all evening.

She brought me to T.G.I. Fridays for a fabulous dinner :)

Met two of her friends..

Amy and Farid.

They were all so friendly and nice.

Always put on a smile made me feel so warm.

Laughed a lot because they were seriously very funny..

The way they talked and the topics they talked about.

Jeslyn sent me home to my aunt's house.

Took a few wrong turn but we had so much fun getting lost. :)

Miss her so much already 

Spent the next two days with daddy, mummy and families..

Had fun with my sister and cousins..

Went shopping at One Utama and Midvalley.

Bought one hairband and a clutch like sling bag.

Ate lots of good food too :)

So grateful to be able to spend some time with my family.

I miss them all so much.

Too bad my brother could not make it.

By the way..

This is one of the puppies from my aunt's house.

It's name is Sui Sui Yong.

Named by me..

Naturally a cocky face female dog.

But it's super manja.

Can't stop playing with it. :)

Next trip to KL will be with the Birthday Gang.

Can't wait to meet them all. :)

Emo

Had been abandoning my blog for a few days.

Too busy with the Counselling and Wellness Week Preparation.

Was taking turns to take care of the booth while promoting our events.

Busy busy busy..

4 hours of duty at the booth per week for 3 weeks.

My Monday, Tuesday and Wednesdays are supposedly very free.

But now.. It's like the busiest among all.

This weekend i will be going KL.

For some time, i had this dilemma.

To go or not to go.

It's father's day and daddy will be in KL.

I want to spend my time with him.

But one condition is, i have to go alone by KTM.

There are other factors that causes my dilemma too.

But after deep consideration.

I think i should leave Kampar this weekend.

Humans are so complicated.

I used to be someone who talk a lot to express myself.

But recently, i feel that talking is no longer necessary.

Because no one gets you.

Being too honest has it's disadvantages too.

People tend to get offended and not telling you anymore because they think you don't understand.

It's just that we have different perception.

Different level of acceptance.

Somethings i don't agree, but you do.

If you always have someone with you,

you will never learn to appreciate them.

I choose not to ask so that you would not need to lie.

I choose not to talk so that you would not give false hope.

I choose not tell cause you don't do the same.

If you choose to stay on the surface, i would not let you go under mine too.

I wish i had more courage.

I wish i wasn't so insecure about everything.

I wish to be nicer.

I wish to do my best in everything.

I wish i don't feel so alone.

I wish someone could read and understand me.

Accepting everything about the person you love is the first step of true love.

Baby, I love you very very much.
Love is so great it makes me do wonders.
I just want you to know i will always love you.

Half Day Trip to Ipoh

Went Ipoh with baby today.

Slept very early last night due to the lack of sleep for the two previous night.

Woke up pretty early.

8am.

To get ready because when i woke up i saw a message from baby saying he will come and pick me up at 10am.

Took me one hour to get ready.

But as usual..

Baby was late.

But i didn't mind it this time because i can have more time to leisurely dress up :P

First we went to deal off what baby has to do.

Then we headed to De Garden.

I had never been there and was so curious to know what it looks like.

So to satisfy my curiosity, baby brought me there.

Lots of restaurant inside.

I was planning in my head, if b'day gang come and i have no place to bring them to eat, 

we shall all go De Garden.

But baby and i ended up eating Burger King.

Cos i have never tried burger king too.

Went to Jusco right after that.

Looked for baby's jogging shoes but bought nothing.

We walked into S&J and i came out with two angry birds plushie :P

To be put in the car.

*ke~ke~ke*

Then we went to look for mini cardigan for me.

But also cannot find suitable ones..

*sigh*

Jusco really sucks.

Went home cause we were both so tired already.

Baby slept the whole afternoon while i completed 4-5 episodes of Running Man.

While burping all the while :P

I think there is too much air in the stomach.

Maybe the Burger King.

Don't wanna go there already. 

Had dinner at home.

Baby went to pack back.

Didn't really have ingredients to cook.

Baby sent me home around 11pm.

Once i got home, i went to took my bath.

About 30 seconds after i on my shower, the whole house blacked out.

I was already clothe-less.

(a much more polite word then the other word) :P

Wrapped up and called baby.

I don't know why i called baby.

It's not that i want baby to help fix the house.

It's just a normal respond.

Anything, call baby :P

And soon enough, the lights came back on.

So I went to turn on the shower again.

Few seconds later,

*POOF*

Lights all went out again.

Thought it was my shower problem.

So packed up and went to sleep over at baby's place.

Gonna go complain tomorrow.

*sigh* 

Waste my time again.

Shareen visited Us

 Shareen came to Kampar to drop us a visit.

She came on Friday.

Even entered my IT tutorial class with me.

We had a Girls Night Out.

Went dinner with YiWen, Estee, Grace, Shareen.

Then we went shopping for ingredients for picnic in Tesco.

After tesco, went lok lok with Jacky and the others.

Then yc at Ghany..

First time i went out for yc since very long already.

Shareen and Grace slept over at my house too..

I slept around 1 plus am and woke up around 5.45am to prepare the food for picnic.

Woke Grace up to prepare food together.

We made egg sandwiches and sausage sandwiches.

Headed to Teluk Batik.

Did not played water cos daddy told me i should not play water..

So being a good girl, i just watched them play.

Back to Kampar around 3.30pm..

Had lunch then went home to take a rest.

6.30pm, shareen left Kampar.

Miss her so much already..

This two days had been very hectic and tiring.

But i do enjoy the time spent with her.

It's been so long since i hang out with them.

I did not enjoy it to my fullest this time.

But next time, i will.

I hope i can.

Truth Hurts

Independent.

This is what i need to learn.

Sometimes, when you depend too much on other people, they will disappoint you.

Because they do not have responsibilities on you.

Why do they need to do anything for you?

Independent is the safest way to prevent yourself from any harm.

Only week 2 and i am so stressful already.

Truth hurts eh?

Yeap.

Truth hurts especially when you least expect them.

到最后唯一可以信任的人还是你自己

唯一不会离开你的人还是自己

I felt so stupid.

and yes, i am hurt.

Da Fei Po

Monday 6/6/2011

Xiao Kee the Da Fei Po 

Quit UTAR.

She is going to further her studies in Chinese Psychology.

That means it's Psychology in chinese language.

I miss Da Fei Po..

Though i always didn't join my class mates.
She is the only few i join.
walked everywhere with her and grace and sometimes yiwen..

She is the one who will always be there when you call her out.

She is the one who bring me walking around kampar under the hot blazing sun.

She is the one who when had arguments with her housemates and stayed a night at my house.

She is the one whom saw me cry and comforted me.

She is the one who talks to loudly, i sometimes wanna hide from her.

She is the one who always act cool and strong in front of everyone..

She is the one who protects and love the people around her.

Though always being the one 'too' noisy and 'too'  cheerful..

without her here, it became just too quiet and less fun.

I miss you, xiao kee..

Thanks for accompanying me through my hard times.

Thanks for understanding that i may not join u guys often.

Thanks for still being there although i was this way.

Thank you so much for everything.

take care of yourself..
Remember to come back and visit me.
Love you so much ♥
Muahx

Hot Weather.

First week of this semester finally ended.

I foresee a tough sem coming..

Had been so busy adapting to Year 2 life..

Changing of classes, forming of groups, etc..

It's Sunday today..

And i still feel very tired..

To make thing worst, the weather is terrible in Kampar.

The nights had been very stuffy and the day is not any better.

I cannot sleep at night.

I cannot stand the heat..

I need air cond. :( 

Kept waking up due to the hot weather.

I hate this kind of weather..

Everyday i have to sleep with the fan blowing directly to me..

Gonna get arthritis soon enough..

Now i remember..

The same thing happen last year.

When i just moved to Kampar, i had hard time going to bed due to the hot weather..

I hope the hot weather go away fast.. 

I cannot survive with lack of sleep.

Mei Yee's Birthday

Woke up early to go to the saloon.

Had my hair cut and treatment there.

Rm50 for the hair treatment.

Xiao Kee did an impulsive decision again..

To cut her long long smooth hair..

To bob styled hair.

Then we had our lunch together and went home..

Later in the evening, baby and i went to Ipoh to celebrate Mei Yee's birthday.

Had Buffet dinner at a Japanese Restaurant called Wasabe.

The food is not very nice.

But it's expensive.

Rm61 per person.

And we din really have special food to eat.

Just normal japanese food.

Went to Barliz to cut cake.

Then came home..