Spring cleaning

I cleaned my room today..
All by myself..
From cleaning the ceiling fan till wiping everything.
It took me one whole day..
But not continuously..
Cos in between have to go fetch my sister and buy things..
Still.. It took me a very long time to complete it..
Just finished it like 30 mins ago..
11.20pm i finish everything..
It's from this...

to...




















jeng jeng jeng



tada..... :)
hehehehehehe...
It's so neat that i dun feel like using them..
Cos you seldom wil see my room so neat..
:p due to my laziness..

And now i'm so tired..
My back is aching..
My legs are numbed..
Tomorrow will be a not so good day for me..

Replay

-Replay-
I love this song..
Everytime i feel emo..
This song will make me feel better again.. :)

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall wit yo friend
I was scared to approach ya
But then you came closer
Hopin' you would give me a chance

Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We're real worldwide, breakin all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl, like somethin off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is a gun to my holster
She's runnin through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone, from night til the morn
Girl you really changed my life
Doin things I never do
I'm in the kitchin cookin things she likes

We're real worldwide, breakin all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl, like somethin off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is the gun to my holster
She's runnin through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

I can be your melody
Oh girl that could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let's sing with me
Ay, I can be your melody
Oh girl that could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let's sing with me

Ay, na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Shawty got me singin
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Now she got me singin

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

What a day

Hurt my toe yesterday..
Stupidly..
Dropped my bottle on my toe.
The pain did not come until last night...
And this morning, walking was such a pain for me..
But i still manage to drive to the office..
And in the evening..
I even went to the MAA general insurance training..

I was supposed to go with my grandpa's clerk..
I thought of not going because my leg hurts..
But i feel very guilty if i ffk her..
So.. no matter how..
I went..
When i reached there..
I called her..
She did not answer my call..
i think i called her at least 6 times..
I sent her a msg asking her where is she..
No reply..
So i was there all alone..
WIth other agents..
People that i've never seen before except for one..
Darling's daddy..
omg!! i felt so weird..
Uncle was being friendly and nice..
But still..
the fact that he is my darling's father made me very scared..
And you know what?
The clerk was 45mins LATE!!
How can she be so irresponsible?
so damn angry at her..
and
I do not get the briefing at all..
I mean generally i know what they are trying to say..
But i am not familiar with the terms used.
So i had a hard time trying to understand..
When it's over..
I was so relieved..
I quickly went home..
My leg is killing me..

This is the picture of my ugly feet..
The right foot..
Second toe..
Was a little swollen..

my chinese birthday

Today is the 400th day we're together..
And it's also my 20th birthday in the chinese calendar.. :)

I don't consider today a super happy day.
Because it was super boring in grandpa's office..
And we were asked to go training for new agents..
But the both of us do not agree..
But he seemed to wanna force us..
*sigh* dunno lar..

Then I went to fetch shien wei and went interview at Tadika Sri Bestari.
It's like so obvious that kor will get the job.
Cos.. i dunno chinese..
*sigh*
What to do?
There is nothing i can do..
It's like so disappointing..
Tried asking so many places..
But mostly full or either they wan full time teachers only..
Makes me feel like i wanna give up..
Frustrated and disappointed...

I went yc with some of the birthday gang..
Kemaman Kopitiam..
-Jieyin
-ShuYing
-Marcus
-HongCheet
-ShienWei
-Grace
-BiJuan

Kor came for about 15-20mins only..
He say got things to do wor..
But he came also good enough ady..
Chatted very long with them..
Recalling our past..
Previous school's life..
Had fun..
And i finally passed them the souvenir from Sandakan..
It's small and not expensive..
But i hope they like it..

Super headache now.. :(


i feel so tired every night.
Just thinking about the next day have to help out at grandpa's office..
But i can do nothing about it.
I have no choice..
Mum only care about her dad..
We have to help him because he is very old already..
But seriously..
Insurance is just not my thing..
I am totally not interested in it..
But i was forced to take the insurance examination.
and tomorrow i was forced to go on a general insurance training..
FORCED!!
I cannot say no..

I'm tired..
Mentally exhausted..
I do not like business..
I do not like insurance..
I will never wanna be an insurance consultant!!
I do not want any of this experience..
I really don't like it at all..
Everyday i was forced to go and learn and do things that i never like..
Do you know how i feel?
Do any of you even care what i want?
If you think you are doing it for my good..
Please ask me whether i like it or not..
It's my life..
And i have no control over it..

JoKwon+GaIn

I love JoKwon and GaIn..
They are so cute together...
And i love this song.. :)
♥ ♥ ♥
And look at the date on the video..
10.01 :)
They're so sweet...
*melting*




First day with you
you probably didn't know a person like me
It feels like our awkward moments were yesterday

Do you remember the day
when we were apart for a while
I couldn't go to sleep
my heart was searching for you

How do you feel
you and I are the same, you and I
One thing we know
is that together, we smile

Is this love? You and I
Are we the same? You and I
can we say that we love each other?

As the memory builds up
Me around you
I finally found you

Moments I prepared for you
that didn't shine as much as I thought
You should have received the most beautiful things

How do you feel?
Is it the same? You and I
One thing that I know
is that together, we smile

Is this love? You and I
Are we the same? You and I
I want to finally say that we love each other

I will care for you, I will protect you
brighter than the winter snow
Even after the snow melts
I want to be together like this with you

This must be love, you and I
This must be the beginning, you and I
I finally know how I feel
I want to share it with you

This must be love, you and I
This must be the beginning, you and I
We can finally say that we love each other

This love love love
This love love love
This love love love
We fell in love.

13th month anniversary

Our 13th month anniversary..
It's the 13th month i'm together with my darling..
It's not long.. Neither is it short..
I'm very grateful..
Because this relationship with him..
Brings lots of happiness to my life..
Shows me how lucky i am..
And lets me feel what is it like to be loved..

Seeing so many other relationships all these while..
I really learned a lot on how to maintain one relationship..
How to prevent arguments..
How to make them last..

And i found out that the most important thing is communication..
Talk to each other more..
Tell each other what you truly feel..
Be honest and always think for each other..
I believe that when you love someone..
You would want the best for them..
Tell them you love them..
But only if you really mean it..

The worst thing to do is to play with someone's feeling..
NEVER DO SO!!


Some love quotes..
I find them very meaningful..

If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back they'd never ask you to.

If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

The one who loves least controls the relationship.

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.

Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true.
Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts.
Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.
Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

updating

Updating my blog..
Wednesday was my first and last day of work..
I was employed by Handz, Megamall..
And at 11pm that very day..
I decided to quit..
I was in dilemma..
Whether to continue or to stop..
This job..
11 hours a day..
6 days a week..
The boss is a very mood swing person..
And the workers there dun talk..
Except one malay girl.. *extremely talkative*
Nothing much to do there..
All i do is sit and sms..
And i dunno why.. although is just do nothing..
I still feel very tired..
I dunno the salary..
Because the boss din say..
She just tel me that it's on monthly basis with commission..
Cannot ask or discuss with the others about the salary..
So i dare not ask..
Cos the boss seriously very FIERCE..
Darling has been pursuing me to stop this job since lunch..
And when i go in the car..
Daddy asked me to stop too..
So.. after some consideration..
To choose freedom or money..
I chose freedom..
So I decided to stop..
With lots of guilty feeling..
Especially to that uncle who was one of the nicest person to me there..
But still i stopped already..

I thought after i stop i will be more free..
But who knows..
The life of a part time driver, part time maid and a to-be-insurance-consultant is so busy..
But still..
It's better than sitting there waiting for the time to pass..
i dun like this kind of wasting time way of earning money..

I'm lazy to blog ady..
Nothing interesting ady..

Sabah Trip

I've been away for some time..
Finally back in Kuantan.
I would say that i'm glad to be back here..
The Sabah trip was not very fun for me..
Went Sabah for my uncle's wedding..
And if you ask me wat is Sandakan like?
I would say Sandakan has NO MALLS..
Which means no shopping..
If you ask me wat did i do there in Sandakan?
The answer is eat..
So i gained weight..
That's for sure..
My journey to Sandakan was a very tiring one..
Thursday we headed to KL in the evening..
i was so tired that i slept once i reach my aunt's house..
I cannot imagine how bern and shen who didn't sleep at all..
When Bern wake me up, at around 2.45am..
She was DOTA-ing.. =.=
At 3am we start our journey..
First to KL central bus station..
Waited for the bus to LCCT..
Which is at 4.30am..
my goodness..
we arrived at the bus station at 3.30am..
Ate Mcd and waited until 4.30am..
The bus to LCCT took about one hour..
Boarded the plane around 7am..
Reach Sandakan at 10am..
When we arrived, my uncles were waiting for us already at the airport..
With 4/5 cars..*not sure*
1 just for our luggages..
the rest is for the 14 of us to go back to their bungalow..
I was shocked to see that most of the cars in Sandakan was huge..
Hilux.. Alphard.. Land Cruiser..
First thing after we unpack was food..
And one hour after we had our first meal they bring us for our second meal..
OMG!!!
i cannot even put in any more food..

This is when we wanna go home after watching the rare monkeys..
A herd of cow blocking the way..


Then at night was a buffet at their new house..
I love the view of the balcony..
Guess what was it?
SEAVIEW!!!

The next day was the wedding..
A grand wedding..
i consider it grand lar..
12 cars to go and pick the bride up..
Oh btw..
My aunt-to-be was from hong kong..
So there is this group of hong kong people around too..
Back to the grand wedding..
12 cars..
1 jaguar to lead the way..
1 mercedes for the couple..
10 land cruiser..
black and white only..
So grand...
They hired professional photographer..
And also videographer?
or watever they call those people who record the whole event down..
The wedding was nice..
Perfect for them.. :)



The next and following days..
i can conclude with one sentence..
We ate all day long..
Sandakan no malls..
So all we can do is eat eat and eat..
And all our meals are seafood..


Leong would love to be me..
For the 4 days i was there, i ate so many prawns...
Heheheheh...
nyam nyam... :d

Monday night...
9.25pm filight back to Kl..
Tuesday afternoon...
Back Kuantan..
I missed kuantan....

Titleless

Time is moving so fast..
It's Thursday..
And tonight i'll be off to KL..
And then to Sabah..
Which also mean that today is my last day with darling..
He'll be back in Kampar this Saturday..
I'm so gonna miss him..

Last few days was normal
I helped out at my grandfather's office..
Meet darling..
Just normal..
But yesterday..
I went looking for another job in Mega with Leong..
Hong Cheet says there are vacancy in FOS..
so we went there..
But we were so scared..
We dare not enter.. Hahahha..
Stand outside there dunno for how long..
Conclusion is...
We went in at last..
And no more vacancy..
So we left our numbers so that when they need ppl, they'll call us..
And we tried asking Handz too...
The same thing..
We left our numbers again..

Actually..
I would love to try being a tadika teacher..
i've called many..
But most of them wants full time and long term teacher..
And some no more vacancy already..
So.. *sigh*
Nevermind lar..
I just need a job for now..

Birthday Second Celebration

It's Thursday today..
But i'm blogging about Monday..
No time to blog about it this few days..
I woke up early today..
Specially to blog..
Hahahahah..

Monday morning..
Darling came over and we did some cooking..
For breakfast..
Just simple ones only..


At night..
There was a birthday celebration for my from birthday gang..
Went to TC KFC..
This year..
I get a comforter from them..
With lots of I love you..
Hahaha..
I love you guys too... ♥
And 9 slices of different cake..
Which i dunno how i'm going to finish them..
Until today..
Still got 4 to 5 pieces in the refrigerator..
even my mum and sis and bro help to eat also cannot finish yet o..
Plus darling's new york cheese also i haven't finish eating..
I think birthday gang wanna make me fat lor..
9 slices of cake o...
Hehehehehe.. anyway..
Thanks.. :)

After eating..
We went to have a walk at the beach..
We spend some time chatting and playing around at the beach..
Then have to go home ady lur...


Darling sent me home..

Thanks a lot birthday gang..
Thanks darling..
Thank you everyone for everything...

This year i turn 20..
And i'm lucky to still get to celebrate with my birthday gang..
I love them til the max..
And i hope no matter what and how busy we are in the future..
We've gotta keep in touch and not forget that we the birthday gang are all as one..
All the memories we spend together will be remembered..

Let's make group trips once in a while..
Shall we? :)

My birthday

10 January 2010
My birthday
The 20th one..

OMG!!
Can't believe i'm 20 already..
This year my birthday falls on a SUNDAY..

The night before my birthday..
Darling brought me out to the beach..

After that we went yc with his friends..

-De Lon
-Teen Hao
-Just Ng
-Vincent
oopsy..
Two more i forgot the name already.. :s

They sang me a birthday song there.. :)
The list of people who wished me
through sms..

Heng Kor Kor..
Fatin Iman
Jasmine Yeow
Esther
Bernice
Wei
KarYan
BiJuan
Shirley
PeiSun
KenWei
ShuYing ShienWei
Shen
PeiSze
Andrew
ChienLi
Graycy
Jeyanthi
Iwin
Joey
ShuTeng
Jeslyn
YiChong
ChinTong
HongCheet

And the rest in facebook..
Thank you thank you very muchy... :)
Thanks for remembering..
Thanks for wishing..
Thank you for everything..

I woke up as usual..
And the first thing i do was on facebook..
My parents went out for breakfast already..

Went out for lunch with Bern and her family together with my family..
Next we went to ECM..
Darling came to find me there..
And we walked together for awhile..
Searching for a new shoe for Wei..
They suddenly wanted to go Kuantan Parade..
So we separated..
Walked around searching for some nice shoes for darling awhile..
And then we went to buy my birthday cake..
At Secret Recipe..
Went back to darling's house to keep the cake first..
Cos there is some transport problem..
So we waited at his house..
Reached my house about 6plus..
Helped mummy to make some jellies and agar-agar..
Shen and darling helped out as well.. :)
About almost 8..
The 6 of us went for dinner..
Came home awhile then my aunts and uncles came..

Retardism attack..

Had a wonderful night with all of them..
the happiest thing about it is that i'm glad darling get along very well with them..
Especially with daddy.. :)
No more weird awkwardness...
I love all of them as one..
I want all to be together as one family.. ♥